The sun was beaming in the window this afternoon for about ten minutes.
It was the best ten minutes ever.
I sit right next to where these flowers were,
so I got some sunshine too,
The warmth was heaven.
Now these tulips put a huge smile on my face the other day
when Hubby brought them home.
As soon as I saw the bright pink and yellows
my spirits seemed to lift.
I laughed when I noticed the last time I posted
was Wednesday and here it is Friday,
but I feel good again, so so much for a break,
My surgeries are just playing the waiting game to get in,
but I have restless nights because of the hernia,
so if I fall behind my sleep then I fall.
take for example last night,
I get up in the middle of the night go to the computer room,
after I am coming out, hubby is just coming out of the bedroom,
it was dark, I had not heard him and he says hey what are you doing up?
I was startled since I did not know he was there,
another thing that triggers Cataplexy is being startled,
my legs went limp and down I went,
Hubby turns the light on and is telling me You will be okay,
I can't answer but I am thinking to myself,
Put on some shorts for land sakes,
I am thinking this as I am sitting up.
I say to him, what were you doing in the hallway, and why did you scare me,
He says I thought you were sleeping,
I was trying to be quiet.
I said to him Maybe next time you are helping me you could be wearing your pjs.
That is not what I want to be seeing when I am lying on the floor.,
and now he had me laughing again.,
the look on his face was priceless and I was just thinking,
please stop making me laugh, I just want to get up and walk
and go to bed. Finally we make it there and he asks if I am okay,
yes I am fine, I thanked him for helping me up.
I told him we need to figure out a system so that does not happen again.
you just never know when it will hit.
About a half an hour ago, the light goes on in the bedroom,
I hear in his deep voice, Just letting you know I am going through.
Okay thanks, all was good.
Thank you God Amen I muttered to myself.
sleep, soup, water, was my regime the last few days.
the flowers above were to make me feel better,
which they did.
Hubby said when he gave them to me,
Its good time to get them after Valentines day.
they were on sale, and they were right at the counter,
I started to laugh, he just makes me laugh all the time,
thats why my sleep is so important.
I have thought if I ever wrote a book these might be some good titles,
I am Falling Down Again,
Laugh Until It Hurts
Another Laughing Matter
Laughter Can Really Hurt
Sorry I am rambling on. Thank you all for your kind wishes.
Oh and Best News of All.
Hubby and I are starting to work out in the morning.
that should be fun.
as for the rest of the day I don't think
we will be venturing far,
it is minus forty here with the wind chill.
I hope you have a wonderful weekend,
remember life is what we make it.
Laugh at yourself and the world laughs with you.
remember we can do anything and everything
as best as we know how.
Be Your Very Best and I hope you
Have Your Very Best Day Ever!