A New Revised Plan

Well yesterday I decided to do something I have not in a while,

and to be honest I knew I was not going to like it,

So I stood naked and gently, ever so gently,

put one foot on the shiny surface of my day destroyer,

better known as the scale,

It said twenty pounds.

Even I not wide awake yet,

can put two and two together,

and know something is not right.

so I get off and get on again,

315,

I started to pray that I had accidentally stepped 

on a huge clock,

then I could wonder was it am or pm,

instead of wondering,

now how did that happen?

I know how it happened,

I was not committed enough,

you can even tell that in my blog,

my focus has not been where it should,

and I have to do this every single day.

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So I have been thinking how can I face everyone,

and I do it like I face anything else in my life,

head on.

So in my header picture,

look way up.

Hello

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who dressed me,

well we were just out walking in the leaves,

I admit it is not the best look but

now I have taken my body shot,

and on a monthly basis,

I will be taking  others,

I have no excuses to make,

because I don't want to look behind,

so I am going to pursue what I can,

everyday and gradually it will come off.

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I am praying God will be there to hold my hand.

I am doing this for health reasons,

it became a real issue when I became so immobile.

I need to make things easier on my body,

so I can be around for a long, long, time.

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Take care,

Cinner