I am going to Jump.......

A heart out of drying rose petals,

it did not turn out exactly how I wanted,

but that is just fine,

I still see the beauty

in it.

.........

Today is my best friends birthday,

We just had a long conversation,

and many laughs on the phone.

She had a baby shower the other day

for her sister in law,

and  talk about throwing a party,

She had to call Wildlife in

because she had a bear

at her front door,

that proceeded to climb a six foot fence,

then go up a tree, got down,

then sat lollygagging on her fence

picking berries.

She says only in the Canadian North.

.............

So as we talked today,

I told her about my plans for when I turn 50,

which is still 3 years away.

and that it really pertains to this blog

because I have to get my weight to under 210.

I want to sky dive at 50,

she said yes she would go with me.

I always worried about jumping out of the plane

because of my Cataplexy,

that I might not be able to pull the cord,

Blah, Blah, Blah,

But I would be going down with someone,

and they pull the cord.

So I told my friend about this

and she agreed she would do this with me,

I told her about the weight and height restrictions.

Yah no problem!

Then she says if she jumps out and I change my mind,

she will kill me. lol.

I told her I would go first.

I am so excited about this,

now I know it is not for everyone,

and I am surprised I want to do this so badly,

but why not.

When I first got sick I had so many restrictions,

for fear of hurting myself,

Now I feel like if I don't do these things

I hurt myself more.

I don't want to look back with any regrets,

or what ifs, or why nots,

So tomorrow I will get up weigh myself,

take measurements and proceed

towards my goal.

I still can not believe she said she would do this with me.

I love you Neener,

Happy Birthday.

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Do you have a best friend

you think would jump out of a plane with you?

We would do anything for each other

and that is the best feeling of all.

Have a great day.