A heart out of drying rose petals,
it did not turn out exactly how I wanted,
but that is just fine,
I still see the beauty
Today is my best friends birthday,
We just had a long conversation,
and many laughs on the phone.
She had a baby shower the other day
for her sister in law,
and talk about throwing a party,
She had to call Wildlife in
because she had a bear
at her front door,
that proceeded to climb a six foot fence,
then go up a tree, got down,
then sat lollygagging on her fence
She says only in the Canadian North.
So as we talked today,
I told her about my plans for when I turn 50,
which is still 3 years away.
and that it really pertains to this blog
because I have to get my weight to under 210.
I want to sky dive at 50,
she said yes she would go with me.
I always worried about jumping out of the plane
because of my Cataplexy,
that I might not be able to pull the cord,
Blah, Blah, Blah,
But I would be going down with someone,
and they pull the cord.
So I told my friend about this
and she agreed she would do this with me,
I told her about the weight and height restrictions.
Yah no problem!
Then she says if she jumps out and I change my mind,
she will kill me. lol.
I told her I would go first.
I am so excited about this,
now I know it is not for everyone,
and I am surprised I want to do this so badly,
but why not.
When I first got sick I had so many restrictions,
for fear of hurting myself,
Now I feel like if I don't do these things
I hurt myself more.
I don't want to look back with any regrets,
or what ifs, or why nots,
So tomorrow I will get up weigh myself,
take measurements and proceed
towards my goal.
I still can not believe she said she would do this with me.
I love you Neener,
Do you have a best friend
you think would jump out of a plane with you?
We would do anything for each other
and that is the best feeling of all.
Have a great day.