I am signing my name on the X, making myself a promise.

Hello Everyone, 

It seems I have been gone so long.

I was able to do a bit of visiting

with family this Spring,

and it seemed to get me out of the slump

I was in after I lost my dog Kula 

last winter.

Hubby just had a week off and we

spent it at home doing some painting,

getting our yearly physicals done,

which has brought me back to my blog.

My 50th birthday is approaching this fall

and well my health is starting to scare me.

Year after year the weight continues to climb

for no other reason than I am not constant

in my battle, So once again I say the words in my mind.

Cindy Get Up off your Butt

and get moving and Get

Living the Life that I want to.

I want to be able to walk without feeling exhausted,

I want to roll over in bed without it feeling like a workout.

I want better circulation and I don't want the huffing and puffing

as I walk up the stairs.

So once again I make a committment to myself.

I am going and looking forward,

I will make progress every day because I am worth it.

I am happy and have a great and loving man in my life.

I do know that with my illness I have to work extra hard

to get me back into shape.

I believe I am beautiful, I dress and care for myself,

My goal is healthy and to do this,

something I have wanted most of my life.

I hope you come along for the ride,

Moving forward, changing my lifestyle,

Realizing my worth!