Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I Feel Great Days Are Ahead.

Good morning,
I can't believe half of the month is almost gone.
Things I have noticed,
my feet are not as swollen,
I seem to have more energy,
I can stay up a bit longer,
I don't feel as lethargic
because of all the fruit and vegetables
I have been eating.
and suddenly I can not get enough
water.
My clothes are fitting better,
I got a new short short hairstyle
so even my head looks smaller
and my clothes are fitting better too.
This has been a strange time for me
and with it has brought a decreased appetite.
I have to say Yeah for that.
I have my preop  this morning at 830
and then next Tuesday the operations.
They were able to coincide both together,
I feel like I am getting an overhaul.
They are removing the right ovary,
will check for Cancer, and then depending on that
they will take the left ovary and the uterus.
so this has been weighing heavily on my head,
I never had any children so I guess they may
as well take these parts as they have not
done me any good. lol.
Maybe this is more info than necessary.
but I am being positive and feel like all will be okay.
Once that is done then the hernia will be fixed,
and a fluid sack that has been looking more and more
like a basketball every day.
I guess my Grandma had one and it was 23 pounds.
Am I crazy to hope my is about 30 pounds.
Funny thing is I feel better this past week
than I have in a while, almost like a peaceful place
is hanging over my head.
This morning when I let the dogs outside,
it was raining and everything smelled so fresh.
looks like hubbys ball game is cancelled tonight,
so maybe we will go out for supper.
Will see how much energy I have left after today.
So that is what has been going on around here,
I know I am in good hands, I know I am loved,
so all is great.
I hope you have your Best Day Ever.
It is what you make it.
Thinking of you all, picturing you working out,
eating well so we all get the lifestyle
that we really want.
I want to experience all in life,
I hold it in the palm of my hand,
It is mine to mold as I like.
Anything and everything is possible.
Until next time,
Cinner

30 comments:

  1. Hello dear friend - wow, big event on the horizon and your attitude is so strong and positive. :-) I ma sending you all good energy, prayers, hugs and love. k? I did chuckle outl loud when you said your head looked smaller due to a short haircut. You are too funny! :-)
    I love you girl "hey"
    Gail
    peace.....

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  2. So glad to hear you're feeling so well! Hope things stay positive for you!

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  3. You have a big week coming up...I am sure you will feel much better and lighter after the surgery. I will keep you in prayer.

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  4. Our biological, physical issues definitely have an effect on our minds, and emotional wellness. Sometimes I forget that and think it's all just my attitude or that I have to "fix my thinking," like when I am tired or whatnot ... but no, we have to take care of our physical bodies, too. Being tired sometimes might be more biological than emotional, right? I am glad you are taking care of you!! I will be thinking healing thoughts for you over the next week. Your positive attitude will definitely help in the healing process!

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  5. Wishing you all you want out of life, Cinner...it must be a very exciting time for you!

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  6. i popped in just to see how you were travelling, didn't know you were off to surgery already. I am sending best wishes, love, hope and health to you i am praying that all will be well for you.
    love you
    xxoo

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  7. Kim surgery is on the 21st with a stay in the hospital. just preop yesterday. they took such good care of me. and I feel like I will be in great hands. so I still have a few days before I will have to take it easy for awhile....hugs to you.

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  8. Yay, YAY, YAY!! Way to go you. I read your comment above and am so glad you are feeling good and confident. Thinking of you...

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  9. Hi Cinner,
    I hope that you are feeling better and that things will be going in a super-positive direction for you!!! Sending hugs your way!!
    XO
    Cindy

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  10. wow...this post is so positive and it makes me want to stand up and cheer for you. Sending you a ton of hugs and know I'm in your corner...always.

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  11. and I smile...shake my head....and giggle as I read these words...


    Tell Wayne happy Birthday Cin....

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  12. I'm glad your surgery on Tuesday can usher in a great big juicy life for you, Cinner. I'm sure that when they check your ovaries, you'll be A-okay. Thanks for the love on my new blog header.

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  13. Just between you and me ;-)
    I think your are going to be just fine!!!

    Keep the positive thoughts!
    Leontien

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  14. Hey Cinner, Sending happy, healthy, positive vibes, hugs and love your way. Wishing you a fast and easy recovery.

    xoxo jj

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  15. I am so glad that you are in a good place Cinner. You will be going through a lot soon but the end results should make you feel all new again! I am always thinking about you and will continue to in my prayers as well! Love Di ♥

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  16. Oh Cinner, I am so happy to hear that you have been feeling better and are approaching surgery with such feelings of positive energy. I had a total hysterectomy about 15 years ago and feel 100% better. Plus no more monthly interruptions. ;-)
    Sending you healing thoughts, my sweet friend.

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  17. Mina, thank you for your kind wishes, healing thoughts are appreciated, be well my friend.

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  18. Diana, thank you, I hope everything is going fine with you. Don't overdo it, It was nice to read your post yesterday, thanks for your kindness.

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  19. Joanna, thank you so much, I will be back on here as soon as I can. Hugs.

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  20. Leontien, thank you, I feel really positive, it has been such a long wait. hugs.

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  21. Shell, thank you, thats what I want a great big juicy life....at least steak for supper. hugs to you.

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  22. Spttedwolf, I am glad you did,,,,Thank you for the wishes for Wain...let's just say he had a happy birthday, Sunday he was not feeling so good....is it bad if I turned up the music anyway?

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  23. Sarah thank you so much, I am always in your corner too. somehow we manage to get strength from others. I have a great bunch of people around me and am so glad you are one of them. hugs.

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  24. Cindy, thank you, I feel really good about all this, it takes a lot to really get me down. lol. hugs to you.

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  25. Reylyn, thanks my preop was so thorough that I know all will be well. sending hugs your way.

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  26. Wanda, you know it is an exciting time, I just know I will feel so much better, then I am going to walk my way to health. hugs.

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  27. JW, That is so true, you know it is a viscious circle, wondering if it is in your head, what I have learned is to trust your instinct and to have good doctors. thank you for your kindness. smiles.

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  28. Dee, thank you so much, I am feeling pretty good and am grateful to know you.

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  29. Maria, thank you, I have not forgotten the award you gave me, I will post about it when I get back. hope you have been feeling well, think of you often, hugs.

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  30. Gail, my head does look smaller, or maybe the rest of me looks bigger. lol. I don't know, maybe it will even help if I shave my legs. lol. sending a big hug your way and hope you are feeling strong. love you too hey.

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